Ayodhya Kanda, Sarga 22
अथ तं व्यथया दीनं सविशेषममर्षितम्। सरोषमिव नागेन्द्रं रोषविस्फारितेक्षणम्॥ १॥ आसाद्य रामः सौमित्रिं सुहृदं भ्रातरं प्रियम्। उवाचेदं स धैर्येण धारयन् सत्त्वमात्मवान्॥ २॥
Meaning
Approaching the celebrated Lakṣmaṇa (son of Sumitrā), his beloved brother and well-wisher, who felt distressed through agony and was greatly indignant and was looking with eyes wide open through rage like an infuriated elephant, the said Śrī Rāma, who had mastered his self, spoke to him as follows, restraining his mind with firmness : (1-2)
निगृह्य रोषं शोकं च धैर्यमाश्रित्य केवलम्। अवमानं निरस्यैनं गृहीत्वा हर्षमुत्तमम्॥ ३॥ उपक्लृप्तं यदैतन्मे अभिषेकार्थमुत्तमम्। सर्वं निवर्तय क्षिप्रं कुरु कार्यं निरव्ययम्॥ ४॥
Meaning
“Curbing your anger against our father and Kaikeyī and grief over my impending exile and embracing uncommon fortitude, nay, ignoring this affront in the form of banishing me and deriving the highest joy from the idea of having helped our father in implementing his plighted word and thereby ensuring his place in the highest heaven, pray, cause to be sent back all the exquisite material that has been got ready for my consecration as Prince Regent and quickly and uninterruptedly accomplish what requires to be done now in the shape of preparations for the journey. (3-4)
सौमित्रे योऽभिषेकार्थे मम सम्भारसम्भ्रमः। अभिषेकनिवृत्त्यर्थे सोऽस्तु सम्भारसम्भ्रमः॥ ५॥
Meaning
“Let the same zeal be evinced in preparing for the exile, which implies the cessation of the consecration as was shown in collecting materials for my installation, O darling of Sumitrā ! (5)
यस्या मदभिषेकार्थे मानसं परितप्यते। माता नः सा यथा न स्यात् सविशङ्का तथा कुरु॥ ६॥
Meaning
“Take steps to ensure that that mother of ours viz., Kaikeyī, whose mind is greatly troubled over the question of my installation, is not filled with apprehension (that I may assume a revolting attitude and refuse to leave the capital). (6)
तस्याः शङ्कामयं दुःखं मुहूर्तमपि नोत्सहे। मनसि प्रतिसंजातं सौमित्रेऽहमुपेक्षितुम्॥ ७॥
Meaning
“I cannot afford to ignore even for a while, O darling of Sumitrā, the agony in the form of apprehension aroused in her mind. (7)
न बुद्धिपूर्वं नाबुद्धं स्मरामीह कदाचन। मातॄणां वा पितुर्वाहं कृतमल्पं च विप्रियम्॥ ८॥
Meaning
“I do not remember the least offence ever given by me consciously or unwittingly to my mothers or to my father in this life. (8)
सत्यः सत्याभिसंधश्च नित्यं सत्यपराक्रमः। परलोकभयाद् भीतो निर्भयोऽस्तु पिता मम॥ ९॥
Meaning
“Let my father—who is ever truthful, true to his promise, truly valiant and afraid of falsehood, which brings disaster in the other world—be rid of fear in the other world by my redeeming the promise made by him to Kaikeyī. (9)
तस्यापि हि भवेदस्मिन् कर्मण्यप्रतिसंहृते। सत्यं नेति मनस्तापस्तस्य तापस्तपेच्च माम्॥ १०॥
Meaning
“Indeed, so long as this business of installation, is not liquidated, the painful consciousness that his veracity has not been vindicated will lurk in his (father’s) mind too and his agony is sure to distress me as well. (10)
अभिषेकविधानं तु तस्मात् संहृत्य लक्ष्मण। अन्वगेवाहमिच्छामि वनं गन्तुमितः पुरः॥ ११॥
Meaning
“Therefore, having done away with this ceremony of installation, O Lakṣmaṇa, I for my part wish to proceed from this city to the forest soon. (11)
मम प्रव्राजनादद्य कृतकृत्या नृपात्मजा। सुतं भरतमव्यग्रमभिषेचयतां ततः॥ १२॥
Meaning
“Accomplished of purpose as a result of my banishment, let Kaikeyī (the daughter of King Aśwapati) then install her son, Bharata, this very day, without any distraction of mind. (12)
मयि चीराजिनधरे जटामण्डलधारिणि। गतेऽरण्यं च कैकेय्या भविष्यति मनः सुखम्॥ १३॥
Meaning
“On my having proceeded to the forest, clad in the bark of trees and deerskin and wearing a coil of matted locks, the mind of Kaikeyī will be gratified. (13)
बुद्धिः प्रणीता येनेयं मनश्च सुसमाहितम्। तं नु नार्हामि संक्लेष्टुं प्रव्रजिष्यामि मा चिरम्॥ १४॥
Meaning
“Surely I ought not to give offence to Providence by crossing His purpose, as it is by him that this idea of sending me away into exile to the forest has been infused into the mind of Kaikeyī through the machination of Mantharā and her mind fully set at rest on the question. I shall accordingly go into exile, let there be no delay. (14)
कृतान्त एव सौमित्रे द्रष्टव्यो मत्प्रवासने। राज्यस्य च वितीर्णस्य पुनरेव निवर्तने॥ १५॥
Meaning
“Providence alone should be regarded, O son of Sumitrā, as responsible for sending me into exile as well as for taking back from me the sovereignty of Ayodhyā offered to me. (15)
कैकेय्याः प्रतिपत्तिर्हि कथं स्यान्मम वेदने। यदि तस्या न भावोऽयं कृतान्तविहितो भवेत्॥ १६॥
Meaning
“How could the resolution of persecuting me by way of sending me into exile enter the mind of Kaikeyī (my own mother) if this idea of hers were not prompted by Providence? (16)
जानासि हि यथा सौम्य न मातृषु ममान्तरम्। भूतपूर्वं विशेषो वा तस्या मयि सुतेऽपि वा॥ १७॥
Meaning
“For, you already know, O gentle brother, that no discrimination was ever made by me between my mothers in the past nor was any distinction made even by her between her son and myself. (17)
सोऽभिषेकनिवृत्त्यर्थैः प्रवासार्थैश्च दुर्वचैः। उग्रैर्वाक्यैरहं तस्या नान्यद् दैवात् समर्थये॥ १८॥
Meaning
“As such I cannot hold anything other than the will of Providence responsible for her galling the king with pungent words, hard to utter (even for any other), urging him to stop my installation and sending me into exile. (18)
कथं प्रकृतिसम्पन्ना राजपुत्री तथागुणा। ब्रूयात् सा प्राकृतेव स्त्री मत्पीड्यं भर्तृसंनिधौ॥ १९॥
Meaning
“How else could she, a princess of gentle disposition and possessing such rare qualities of head and heart utter like an uncouth woman in the presence of her husband words intended to torment me?(19)
यदचिन्त्यं तु तद् दैवं भूतेष्वपि न हन्यते। व्यक्तं मयि च तस्यां च पतितो हि विपर्ययः॥ २०॥
Meaning
“That which cannot be foreseen is surely a decree of Providence and it cannot be set aside by any among created beings. Evidently, therefore, it is by the will of Providence that the unexpected has befallen me as well as her. (20)
कश्च दैवेन सौमित्रे योद्धुमुत्सहते पुमान्। यस्य नु ग्रहणं किंचित् कर्मणोऽन्यन्न दृश्यते॥ २१॥
Meaning
“Again, what man can dare contend, O son of Sumitrā, with destiny, of which no indication can be found other than the consequence of an act? (21)
सुखदुःखे भयक्रोधौ लाभालाभौ भवाभवौ। यस्य किंचित् तथाभूतं ननु दैवस्य कर्म तत्॥ २२॥
Meaning
“Joy and sorrow, fear and anger, gain and loss, birth and death and whatever similar experience comes to a particular individual, that is unquestionably the work of Providence. (22)
ऋषयोऽप्युग्रतपसो दैवेनाभिप्रचोदिताः। उत्सृज्य नियमांस्तीव्रान् भ्रश्यन्ते काममन्युभिः॥ २३॥
Meaning
“Strongly impelled by destiny, even sages practising severe austerities are led astray by concupiscence and anger etc., abandoning their strict observance. (23)
असंकल्पितमेवेह यदकस्मात् प्रवर्तते। निवर्त्यारब्धमारम्भैर्ननु दैवस्य कर्म तत्॥ २४॥
Meaning
“Setting aside an undertaking already commenced with the help of requisite materials, that which takes place unexpectedly without any ostensible cause, is undoubtedly the doing of Providence.(24)
एतया तत्त्वया बुद्ध्या संस्तभ्यात्मानमात्मना। व्याहतेऽप्यभिषेके मे परितापो न विद्यते॥ २५॥
Meaning
“In spite of my installation having been interrupted, no agony is experienced by me, who have fully steadied my mind by recourse to this true wisdom. (25)
तस्मादपरितापः संस्त्वमप्यनुविधाय माम्। प्रतिसंहारय क्षिप्रमाभिषेचनिकीं क्रियाम्॥ २६॥
Meaning
“Therefore, rid of agony and following my line of thought, cause you the proceedings of installation to be stopped at once. (26)
एभिरेव घटैः सर्वैरभिषेचनसम्भृतैः। मम लक्ष्मण तापस्ये व्रतस्नानं भविष्यति॥ २७॥
Meaning
“With all these jars containing sacred waters, brought together for my consecration, O Lakṣmaṇa, will be accomplished by my bath at the inauguration of my vow of asceticism. (27)
अथवा किं मयैतेन राज्यद्रव्यमयेन तु। उद्धृतं मे स्वयं तोयं व्रतादेशं करिष्यति॥ २८॥
Meaning
“Or, what have I to do in reality with this water accompanied in abundance by auspicious articles collected for the installation? Water drawn by me personally will serve to inaugurate my vow of asceticism. (28)
मा च लक्ष्मण संतापं कार्षीर्लक्ष्म्या विपर्यये। राज्यं वा वनवासो वा वनवासो महोदयः॥ २९॥
Meaning
“Moreover, O Lakṣmaṇa, do not give way to remorse over the loss of fortune. To me it matters little whether sovereignty falls to my lot or exile, the latter being of greater consequence (in that it will be free from worries and favourable for asceticism and will afford me an opportunity to redeem father’s pledge given to Kaikeyī). (29)
न लक्ष्मणास्मिन् मम राज्यविघ्ने माता यवीयस्यभिशङ्कितव्या। दैवाभिपन्ना न पिता कथंचि- ज्जानासि दैवं हि तथाप्रभावम्॥ ३०॥
Meaning
“Our youngest mother, Kaikeyī, ought not on any account be suspected of having brought about this interruption in my installation nor our father, both of whom are subject to the control of Providence; for, you know Providence to be possessed of unfailing power.” (30)
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