Ayodhya Kanda, Sarga 21
तथा तु विलपन्तीं तां कौसल्यां राममातरम्। उवाच लक्ष्मणो दीनस्तत्कालसदृशं वचः॥ १॥
Meaning
Feeling miserable over the situation, Lakṣmaṇa for his part made the following submission, suited to that occasion, to Kausalyā, mother of Śrī Rāma, who was wailing as aforesaid : (1)
न रोचते ममाप्येतदार्ये यद् राघवो वनम्। त्यक्त्वा राज्यश्रियं गच्छेत् स्त्रिया वाक्यवशंगतः॥ २॥ विपरीतश्च वृद्धश्च विषयैश्च प्रधर्षितः। नृपः किमिव न ब्रूयाच्चोद्यमानः समन्मथः॥ ३॥
Meaning
“To me either it does not appeal, O worthy lady, that Śrī Rāma, a scion of Raghu, should proceed to the forest relinquishing the royal fortune. Dominated by the words of a woman, the king has become perverse and is full of lust, senile and overpowered by his love for the pleasures of sense. What will he not say, when urged by Kaikeyī? (2-3)
नास्यापराधं पश्यामि नापि दोषं तथाविधम्। येन निर्वास्यते राष्ट्राद् वनवासाय राघवः॥ ४॥
Meaning
“I do not perceive in Śrī Rāma any such offence against the king nor any vice for which Śrī Rāma, a scion of Raghu, should be exiled from the state to take up his abode in a forest. (4)
न तं पश्याम्यहं लोके परोक्षमपि यो नरः। स्वमित्रोऽपि निरस्तोऽपि योऽस्य दोषमुदाहरेत्॥ ५॥
Meaning
“I find no such man in the world who may point out Śrī Rām’s fault even in his absence—not even the man who is his deadly enemy or has been vanquished by him. (5)
देवकल्पमृजुं दान्तं रिपूणामपि वत्सलम्। अवेक्षमाणः को धर्मं त्यजेत् पुत्रमकारणात्॥ ६॥
Meaning
“What man having regard for virtue would forsake without any cause a son who stands on a par with the gods, is guileless, disciplined and fond even of his enemies?(6)
तदिदं वचनं राज्ञः पुनर्बाल्यमुपेयुषः। पुत्रः को हृदये कुर्याद् राजवृत्तमनुस्मरन्॥ ७॥
Meaning
“What son having an eye to statesmanship would heed such a command of a king who has attained a second childhood in the shape of dotage?” (7)
यावदेव न जानाति कश्चिदर्थमिमं नरः। तावदेव मया सार्धमात्मस्थं कुरु शासनम्॥ ८॥
Meaning
Addressing Śrī Rāma, he continued : “Before any individual comes to know this fact of the king having decided to send you into exile, take the reins of administration in your hands with my help after duly installing yourself as Prince Regent. (8)
मया पार्श्वे सधनुषा तव गुप्तस्य राघव। कः समर्थोऽधिकं कर्तुं कृतान्तस्येव तिष्ठतः॥ ९॥
Meaning
“Before you standing as death, guarded by me, stationed beside you, bow in hand, who will be able to exhibit greater valour, O scion of Raghu? (9)
निर्मनुष्यामिमां सर्वामयोध्यां मनुजर्षभ। करिष्यामि शरैस्तीक्ष्णैर्यदि स्थास्यति विप्रिये॥ १०॥
Meaning
“If the city of Ayodhyā stands in opposition to you, I shall depopulate the entire city by means of my sharp-pointed shafts, O jewel among men ! (10)
भरतस्याथ पक्ष्यो वा यो वास्य हितमिच्छति। सर्वांस्तांश्च वधिष्यामि मृदुर्हि परिभूयते॥ ११॥
Meaning
“Nay, whosoever is a supporter of Bharata and whoever seeks to advance his interests, I shall kill them all; for he alone who is meek is subjected to contumely. (11)
प्रोत्साहितोऽयं कैकेय्या संतुष्टो यदि नः पिता। अमित्रभूतो निःसङ्गं वध्यतां वध्यतामपि॥ १२॥
Meaning
“If pleased with Kaikeyī and instigated by her, our royal father, behaves as an enemy, let him be made captive or even got rid of without the least scruple. (12)
गुरोरप्यवलिप्तस्य कार्याकार्यमजानतः। उत्पथं प्रतिपन्नस्य कार्यं भवति शासनम्॥ १३॥
Meaning
“Coercion has to be resorted to even with reference to a father or teacher who being puffed up with pride has ceased to distinguish between what ought to be done and what ought not to be done and has taken to the evil path. (13)
बलमेष किमाश्रित्य हेतुं वा पुरुषोत्तम। दातुमिच्छति कैकेय्यै उपस्थितमिदं तव॥ १४॥
Meaning
“On what authority or ground, O jewel among men, does he seek to confer on the son of Kaikeyī this kingdom, which has as a matter of right devolved on you? (14)
त्वया चैव मया चैव कृत्वा वैरमनुत्तमम्। कास्य शक्तिः श्रियं दातुं भरतायारिशासन॥ १५॥
Meaning
“What power has he to bestow royal fortune on Bharata entering into bitter enmity with you as well as with me, O chastiser of foes?” (15)
अनुरक्तोऽस्मि भावेन भ्रातरं देवि तत्त्वतः। सत्येन धनुषा चैव दत्तेनेष्टेन ते शपे॥ १६॥
Meaning
Turning again to Kausalyā he said : “I swear to you by my bow as well as by the merit attained by me through truthfulness, charity and worship of gods that I am truly devoted to my eldest brother with the core of my heart, O godly lady ! (16)
दीप्तमग्निमरण्यं वा यदि रामः प्रवेक्ष्यति। प्रविष्टं तत्र मां देवि त्वं पूर्वमवधारय॥ १७॥
Meaning
“If Śrī Rāma enters a blazing fire or retires to the forest, know me, O glorious lady, as having already entered the same. (17)
हरामि वीर्याद् दुःखं ते तमः सूर्य इवोदितः। देवी पश्यतु मे वीर्यं राघवश्चैव पश्यतु॥ १८॥
Meaning
“I shall presently dispel your sorrow by dint of my prowess even as the sun when risen drives away darkness. Let all people as well as Śrī Rāma (a scion of Raghu) witness my valour. (18)
हनिष्ये पितरं वृद्धं कैकेय्यासक्तमानसम्। कृपणं च स्थितं बाल्ये वृद्धभावेन गर्हितम्॥ १९॥
Meaning
“I shall kill my aged and wretched father, whose mind is attached to Kaikeyī and who is going through his second childhood as a result of his senility and has accordingly grown contemptible.” (19)
एतत् तु वचनं श्रुत्वा लक्ष्मणस्य महात्मनः। उवाच रामं कौसल्या रुदती शोकलालसा॥ २०॥
Meaning
On hearing the aforesaid utterance of the high-minded Lakṣmaṇa, Kausalyā, who was plunged in grief, spoke weeping as follows to Śrī Rāma : (20)
भ्रातुस्ते वदतः पुत्र लक्ष्मणस्य श्रुतं त्वया। यदत्रानन्तरं तत्त्वं कुरुष्व यदि रोचते॥ २१॥
Meaning
“The statement of your younger brother, my son, has been heard by you even as he spoke. Do you now, if it so pleases you, what should be done next in this connection. (21)
न चाधर्म्यं वचः श्रुत्वा सपत्न्या मम भाषितम्। विहाय शोकसंतप्तां गन्तुमर्हसि मामितः॥ २२॥
Meaning
“Hearing the unjust command given by my co-wife, you ought not in any case to depart from Ayodhyā leaving me sore stricken with grief. (22)
धर्मज्ञ इति धर्मिष्ठ धर्मं चरितुमिच्छसि। शुश्रूष मामिहस्थस्त्वं चर धर्ममनुत्तमम्॥ २३॥
Meaning
“If, as one who is well-versed in morality, you wish to do what is right, O most pious son, serve you me remaining here and practise thus the highest virtue. (23)
शुश्रूषुर्जननीं पुत्र स्वगृहे नियतो वसन्। परेण तपसा युक्तः काश्यपस्त्रिदिवं गतः॥ २४॥
Meaning
“Staying self-disciplined at home in the service of his mother and endowed with supreme asceticism, a son of Kaśyapa attained the position of a Prajāpati, lord of creation, in heaven. (24)
यथैव राजा पूज्यस्ते गौरवेण तथा ह्यहम्। त्वां साहं नानुजानामि न गन्तव्यमितो वनम्॥ २५॥
Meaning
“As the king is worthy of adoration to you, more so am I from the point of view of merit. As such I do not grant leave to you to depart. Hence you should not proceed to the forest from this place. (25)
त्वद्वियोगान्न मे कार्यं जीवितेन सुखेन च। त्वया सह मम श्रेयस्तृणानामपि भक्षणम्॥ २६॥
Meaning
“After my separation from you, I have no longer any use for life and happiness. In your company it is better for me even to live on blades of grass. (26)
यदि त्वं यास्यसि वनं त्यक्त्वा मां शोकलालसाम्। अहं प्रायमिहासिष्ये न च शक्ष्यामि जीवितुम्॥ २७॥
Meaning
“If you retire to the forest leaving me plunged in grief, I shall take up a vow of fasting unto death; for, in that case I shall no longer be able to survive. (27)
ततस्त्वं प्राप्स्यसे पुत्र निरयं लोकविश्रुतम्। ब्रह्महत्यामिवाधर्मात् समुद्रः सरितां पतिः॥ २८॥
Meaning
“As a sequel to that offence of yours, my son, you will suffer hellish tortures well-known in the world, even as Ocean, the spouse of deities presiding over the rivers, underwent hellish tortures of the kind suffered as a result of Brahmanicide through unrighteousness in the form of inflicting suffering on his own mother.” (28)
विलपन्तीं तथा दीनां कौसल्यां जननीं ततः। उवाच रामो धर्मात्मा वचनं धर्मसंहितम्॥ २९॥
Meaning
Śrī Rāma, whose mind was given to piety, thereupon made the following submission, conformable to righteousness, to his afflicted mother, Kausalyā, who was wailing as aforesaid : (29)
नास्ति शक्तिः पितुर्वाक्यं समतिक्रमितुं मम। प्रसादये त्वां शिरसा गन्तुमिच्छाम्यहं वनम्॥ ३०॥
Meaning
“I have no courage to flout the command of my father and as such wish to proceed to the forest. I, therefore, solicit your favour in the form of leave to depart with my head bent low. (30)
ऋषिणा च पितुर्वाक्यं कुर्वता वनचारिणा। गौर्हता जानताधर्मं कण्डुना च विपश्चिता॥ ३१॥
Meaning
“A cow was slaughtered in the past by the learned Sage Kaṇḍu living in a forest, in obedience to the command of his father, even though he knew it to be a sin. (31)
अस्माकं तु कुले पूर्वं सगरस्याज्ञया पितुः। खनद्भिः सागरैर्भूमिमवाप्तः सुमहान् वधः॥ ३२॥
Meaning
“A tragic death was met in the past by the sons of Sagara (numbering sixty thousand), belonging to our race, while digging the earth under the command of their father. (32)
जामदग्न्येन रामेण रेणुका जननी स्वयम्। कृत्ता परशुनारण्ये पितुर्वचनकारणात्॥ ३३॥
Meaning
“Mother Reṇukā was beheaded in a forest by Paraśurāma, son of Sage Jamadagni, by means of an axe with his own hand in obedience to the command of his father. (33)
एतैरन्यैश्च बहुभिर्देवि देवसमैः कृतम्। पितुर्वचनमक्लीबं करिष्यामि पितुर्हितम्॥ ३४॥
Meaning
“Their father’s behest has been unhesitatingly carried out by these as well as by many other godlike men, I too shall, therefore, do a good turn to my father, O godly mother ! (34)
न खल्वेतन्मयैकेन क्रियते पितृशासनम्। एतैरपि कृतं देवि ये मया परिकीर्तिताः॥ ३५॥
Meaning
“Indeed, a father’s command is not being carried out by me alone in this case, but it has been done by those as well that have been mentioned by me above, O pious lady ! (35)
नाहं धर्ममपूर्वं ते प्रतिकूलं प्रवर्तये। पूर्वैरयमभिप्रेतो गतो मार्गोऽनुगम्यते॥ ३६॥
Meaning
“I am not introducing any new sacred practice disagreeable to you. That path alone is being followed by me, which was intended and has been traversed by my forbears. (36)
तदेतत् तु मया कार्यं क्रियते भुवि नान्यथा। पितुर्हि वचनं कुर्वन् न कश्चिन्नाम हीयते॥ ३७॥
Meaning
“That alone which is worth doing on this globe is being done by me in this case, not otherwise. Indeed, as is well-known, nobody doing the bidding of his father is forsaken by virtue.” (37)
तामेवमुक्त्वा जननीं लक्ष्मणं पुनरब्रवीत्। वाक्यं वाक्यविदां श्रेष्ठः श्रेष्ठः सर्वधनुष्मताम्॥ ३८॥
Meaning
Having submitted to his celebrated mother as aforesaid, Śrī Rāma, the foremost of those knowing the art of expression as also of all bowmen, then spoke to Lakṣmaṇa as follows : (38)
तव लक्ष्मण जानामि मयि स्नेहमनुत्तमम्। विक्रमं चैव सत्त्वं च तेजश्च सुदुरासदम्॥ ३९॥
Meaning
“I know your unsurpassed love for me as also your valour and strength as well as your glory, which cannot be easily approached by others. (39)
मम मातुर्महद् दुःखमतुलं शुभलक्षण। अभिप्रायं न विज्ञाय सत्यस्य च शमस्य च॥ ४०॥
Meaning
“Not knowing the import of truthfulness and self-control, as understood by me, great agony, which is unequalled anywhere is being experienced by my mother, O prince endowed with noble characteristics ! (40)
धर्मो हि परमो लोके धर्मे सत्यं प्रतिष्ठितम्। धर्मसंश्रितमप्येतत् पितुर्वचनमुत्तमम्॥ ४१॥
Meaning
“Indeed, righteousness is paramount in the world and truthfulness is rooted in piety. This command of my father too is supreme in that it is based on righteousness. (41)
संश्रुत्य च पितुर्वाक्यं मातुर्वा ब्राह्मणस्य वा। न कर्तव्यं वृथा वीर धर्ममाश्रित्य तिष्ठता॥ ४२॥
Meaning
“Having plighted one’s word to do the bidding of one’s father, mother or a Brāhmaṇa, O gallant Lakṣmaṇa, he who takes his stand on righteousness should not falsify it. (42)
सोऽहं न शक्ष्यामि पुनर्नियोगमतिवर्तितुम्। पितुर्हि वचनाद् वीर कैकेय्याहं प्रचोदितः॥ ४३॥
Meaning
“Since I have been commanded by Kaikeyī to go into exile according to the pledge given to her by my father, O valiant prince, I, constituted as I am, dare not flout her command in any case. (43)
तदेतां विसृजानार्यां क्षत्रधर्माश्रितां मतिम्। धर्ममाश्रय मा तैक्ष्ण्यं मद्बुद्धिरनुगम्यताम्॥ ४४॥
Meaning
“Therefore, give up this unworthy thought of assuming the reins of government even by taking captive or killing the reigning king, deriving its support from military heroism. Take your stand on righteousness and do not resort to severity. Let my resolution of carrying out the royal command, be followed.” (44)
तमेवमुक्त्वा सौहार्दाद् भ्रातरं लक्ष्मणाग्रजः। उवाच भूयः कौसल्यां प्राञ्जलिः शिरसा नतः॥ ४५॥
Meaning
Having thus admonished his aforesaid younger brother, Lakṣmaṇa, out of affection, Śrī Rāma (Lakṣmaṇa’s eldest brother) submitted once more to his mother, Kausalyā, with joined palms and his head bent low as follows : (45)
अनुमन्यस्व मां देवि गमिष्यन्तमितो वनम्। शापितासि मम प्राणैः कुरु स्वस्त्ययनानि मे॥ ४६॥
Meaning
“Grant leave, O glorious lady, to me, ready as I am to depart from Ayodhyā to the forest. You are hereby bound with an oath on my life: please perform rites ensuring my welfare in the journey. (46)
तीर्णप्रतिज्ञश्च वनात् पुनरेष्याम्यहं पुरीम्। ययातिरिव राजर्षिः पुरा हित्वा पुनर्दिवम्॥ ४७॥
Meaning
“Having honoured my vow of remaining in exile for fourteen years, I shall come back from the forest to Ayodhyā, even as in the former days the royal Sage Yayāti ascended back to heaven after leaving it once. (47)
शोकः संधार्यतां मातर्हृदये साधु मा शुचः। वनवासादिहैष्यामि पुनः कृत्वा पितुर्वचः॥ ४८॥
Meaning
“Let grief be fully inhibited in the heart, O mother ! Pray, do not sorrow. Having carried out the behest of my father, I shall return to Ayodhyā from my exile in the forest. (48)
त्वया मया च वैदेह्या लक्ष्मणेन सुमित्रया। पितुर्नियोगे स्थातव्यमेष धर्मः सनातनः॥ ४९॥
Meaning
“Yourself, Sītā (a princess of the Videha territory), Lakṣmaṇa, Sumitrā and myself should abide by the injunctions of my father: such is the eternal law of morality. (49)
अम्ब सम्भृत्य सम्भारान् दुःखं हृदि निगृह्य च। वनवासकृता बुद्धिर्मम धर्म्यानुवर्त्यताम्॥ ५०॥
Meaning
“Removing the materials collected for the installation and restraining the agony in the heart, let my righteous resolution of taking up my abode in the forest be carried out.” (50)
एतद् वचस्तस्य निशम्य माता सुधर्म्यमव्यग्रमविक्लवं च। मृतेव संज्ञां प्रतिलभ्य देवी समीक्ष्य रामं पुनरित्युवाच॥ ५१॥
Meaning
Hearing the aforesaid submission of Śrī Rāma, which was fully conformable to the principles of righteousness and was marked with patience and courage, the royal mother regained her consciousness like a dead woman coming to life again and, looking intently on Śrī Rāma, spoke to him once more as follows : (51)
यथैव ते पुत्र पिता तथाहं गुरुः स्वधर्मेण सुहृत्तया च। न त्वानुजानामि न मां विहाय सुदुःखितामर्हसि पुत्र गन्तुम्॥ ५२॥
Meaning
“By virtue of my having discharged my duty of tending you as well as by virtue of my affection towards you, I am worthy of your adoration in the same way, my son, as your father and I do not grant leave to you to retire to the woods. Therefore, leaving me sore distressed, my son, you ought not to go. (52)
किं जीवितेनेह विना त्वया मे लोकेन वा किं स्वधयामृतेन। श्रेयो मुहूर्तं तव संनिधानं ममैव कृत्स्नादपि जीवलोकात्॥ ५३॥
Meaning
“What is to be gained by me through life without you in this world or what joy shall I derive through the other world or through offering, received by the departed in the realm of the manes or even through ambrosia—the food of the gods in heaven if I am transferred to these realms after death? Preferable to me is your presence even for an hour or so than the company or even the governance of the entire living creation !” (53)
नरैरिवोल्काभिरपोह्यमानो महागजो ध्वान्तमभिप्रविष्टः। भूयः प्रजज्वाल विलापमेवं निशम्य रामः करुणं जनन्याः॥ ५४॥
Meaning
Hearing, as aforesaid, the piteous wail of his mother, Śrī Rāma grew all the more impetuous (impatient to escape) even as a lordly elephant that has entered a gloomy retreat would, when goaded by men laying the trap to catch it with firebrands. (54)
स मातरं चैव विसंज्ञकल्पा- मार्तं च सौमित्रिमभिप्रतप्तम्। धर्मे स्थितो धर्म्यमुवाच वाक्यं यथा स एवार्हति तत्र वक्तुम्॥ ५५॥
Meaning
Holding firmly to his duty, Śrī Rāma made the following righteous reply, a reply which he alone was capable of making on that occasion, to his mother, who lay almost unconscious, as well as to Lakṣmaṇa (son of Sumitrā), who was feeling distressed and greatly excited on that occasion : (55)
अहं हि ते लक्ष्मण नित्यमेव जानामि भक्तिं च पराक्रमं च। मम त्वभिप्रायमसंनिरीक्ष्य मात्रा सहाभ्यर्दसि मा सुदुःखम्॥ ५६॥
Meaning
“Indeed, O Lakṣmaṇa, I know your everlasting devotion to me as well as your prowess. But, failing to read my mind fully, you harass me most painfully alongwith mother. (56)
धर्मार्थकामाः खलु जीवलोके समीक्षिता धर्मफलोदयेषु। ये तत्र सर्वे स्युरसंशयं मे भार्येव वश्याभिमता सपुत्रा॥ ५७॥
Meaning
“Religious merit, material gain and worldly enjoyment—which have been positively concluded to be the means of attaining happiness (the reward of merit ) in the world of mortals—all undoubtedly follow in the wake of righteousness even as one’s wife, if obedient, is conducive to religious merit by being helpful in the discharge of one’s religious obligations such as hospitality to unexpected guests, yields sensuous enjoyment if agreeable and makes for prosperity in the other world by giving birth to a son. (57)
यस्मिंस्तु सर्वे स्युरसंनिविष्टा धर्मो यतः स्यात् तदुपक्रमेत। द्वेष्यो भवत्यर्थपरो हि लोके कामात्मता खल्वपि न प्रशस्ता॥ ५८॥
Meaning
“One should abstain from pursuits in which all the three objects of human pursuit do not find any scope and should undertake that pursuit alone from which follows religious merit; for he who is devoted to material wealth, divorced from righteousness, becomes hateful; while excessive addiction to sensuous enjoyment, incompatible with righteousness, is not commendable either. (58)
गुरुश्च राजा च पिता च वृद्धः क्रोधात् प्रहर्षादथवापि कामात्। यद् व्यादिशेत् कार्यमवेक्ष्य धर्मं कस्तं न कुर्यादनृशंसवृत्तिः॥ ५९॥
Meaning
“What man who is not cruel in his dealings would fail to perform as a sacred obligation a duty which his aged father, who is also his preceptor and king, might enjoin him to do, whether from anger, excessive delight or even from concupiscence? (59)
न तेन शक्नोमि पितुः प्रतिज्ञा- मिमां न कर्तुं सकलां यथावत्। स ह्यावयोस्तात गुरुर्नियोगे देव्याश्च भर्ता स गतिश्च धर्मः॥ ६०॥
Meaning
“Therefore, I cannot but duly implement this pledge of my father inasmuch as he is competent to command us both (Bharata as well as myself), O dear brother, and he is the asylum as also the means of happiness in this as well as in the other world of the queen (Kausalyā), whose husband he is and with whom she should live through thick and thin rather than with her son. (60)
तस्मिन् पुनर्जीवति धर्मराजे विशेषतः स्वे पथि वर्तमाने। देवी मया सार्धमितोऽभिगच्छेत् कथंस्विदन्या विधवेव नारी॥ ६१॥
Meaning
“So long as such a husband, who is not only a virtuous king but is staunchly adhering to his path (the path of virtue in the shape of truthfulness, for the sake of which he is abandoning his dearest son and sacrificing his interests), is alive, how can the Empress, like an ordinary widowed woman, who has lost her husband and lives with her son, actually depart from Ayodhyā alongwith me? (61)
सा मानुमन्यस्व वनं व्रजन्तं कुरुष्व नः स्वस्त्ययनानि देवि। यथा समाप्ते पुनराव्रजेयं यथा हि सत्येन पुनर्ययातिः॥ ६२॥
Meaning
“As such, pray, grant leave to me proceeding to the forest, and perform sacred rites ensuring our welfare in the journey, O godly lady, so that on the period of exile being complete, I may come back even as King Yayāti ascended for the second time to heaven by dint of truthfulness. (62)
यशो ह्यहं केवलराज्यकारणा- न्न पृष्ठतः कर्तुमलं महोदयम्। अदीर्घकालेन तु देवि जीविते वृणेऽवरामद्य महीमधर्मतः॥ ६३॥
Meaning
“For, I am unable to throw away fame, which is of greater consequence, for the sake of mere sovereignty divorced from righteousness. Life being of such a short duration, O godly lady, I am not going to accept in any case the trivial rulership of the globe through unrighteousness today.” (63)
प्रसादयन्नरवृषभः स मातरं पराक्रमाज्जिगमिषुरेव दण्डकान्। अथानुजं भृशमनुशास्य दर्शनं चकार तां हृदि जननीं प्रदक्षिणम्॥ ६४॥
Meaning
Thus trying to please his mother and having fully taught Lakṣmaṇa, his younger brother, his own philosophy of morality, that jewel among men, positively inclined as he was to proceed to the Daṇḍaka forest by way of an enterprise, mentally went round his aforesaid mother clockwise as a mark of respect. (64)
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