Kishkindha Kanda, Sarga 55
श्रुत्वा हनुमतो वाक्यं प्रश्रितं धर्मसंहितम्। स्वामिसत्कारसंयुक्तमङ्गदो वाक्यमब्रवीत्॥ १॥
Meaning
Hearing the utterance of Hanumān, which was courteous and conformable to righteousness and was full of deference to his master, Aṅgada replied as follows : (1)
स्थैर्यमात्ममनःशौचमानृशंस्यमथार्जवम्। विक्रमश्चैव धैर्यं च सुग्रीवे नोपपद्यते॥ २॥ भ्रातुर्ज्येष्ठस्य यो भार्यां जीवतो महिषीं प्रियाम्। धर्मेण मातरं यस्तु स्वीकरोति जुगुप्सितः॥ ३॥
Meaning
“Stability, purity of body and mind, absence of cruelty and guilelessness, nay, valour and fortitude too are out of the question in Sugrīva, who for his part took to wife, detested as he is, his veritable mother from the moral point of view, the beloved queen of his elder brother—while he was still alive. (2-3)
कथं स धर्मं जानीते येन भ्रात्रा दुरात्मना। युद्धायाभिनियुक्तेन बिलस्य पिहितं मुखम्॥ ४॥
Meaning
“How does he know what is right, by whom, evil-minded as he is, the opening of the cave was closed even though he had been enjoined by his brother—while the latter was going to meet his enemy for an encounter to guard the entrance? (4)
सत्यात् पाणिगृहीतश्च कृतकर्मा महायशाः। विस्मृतो राघवो येन स कस्य सुकृतं स्मरेत्॥ ५॥
Meaning
“Whose good offices will he remember with gratitude, by whom even the highly illustrious Śrī Rāma—(a scion of Raghu)—who had been accepted as a friend by clasping the hand in the name of truth and who had rendered good offices to him—was put out of the mind? (5)
लक्ष्मणस्य भयेनेह नाधर्मभयभीरुणा। आदिष्टा मार्गितुं सीता धर्मस्तस्मिन् कथं भवेत्॥ ६॥
Meaning
“How can piety exist in him, by whom Sītā was ordered to be searched for on this occasion from fear of Lakṣmaṇa and not because he was seized with the fear of incurring sin (accruing from infidelity to a beneficent friend)? (6)
तस्मिन् पापे कृतघ्ने तु स्मृतिभिन्ने चलात्मनि। आर्यः को विश्वसेज्जातु तत्कुलीनो विशेषतः॥ ७॥
Meaning
“What noble soul, particularly one born in his own race will ever repose trust in that sinful, ungrateful and fickle monkey, who has cast to the winds all moral codes? (7)
राज्ये पुत्रः प्रतिष्ठाप्यः सगुणो निर्गुणोऽपि वा। कथं शत्रुकुलीनं मां सुग्रीवो जीवयिष्यति॥ ८॥
Meaning
“How can Sugrīva suffer me to live after installing on the throne (as Prince Regent) me, his (adopted) son, sprung from the loins of his mortal foe, no matter whether he (Sugrīva) is full of virtues or devoid of them? (8)
भिन्नमन्त्रोऽपराद्धश्च भिन्नशक्तिः कथं ह्यहम्। किष्किन्धां प्राप्य जीवेयमनाथ इव दुर्बलः॥ ९॥
Meaning
“Reaching Kiṣkindhā back how shall I actually survive like a forlorn and weak creature, I, whose rebellious plans have leaked out, nay, who has committed an offence of treason and whose strength has been shattered by sowing dissension among my followers? (9)
उपांशुदण्डेन हि मां बन्धनेनोपपादयेत्। शठः क्रूरो नृशंसश्च सुग्रीवो राज्यकारणात्॥ १०॥
Meaning
“Sugrīva—who is wily, fierce and merciless, will surely sentence me if not to death, at least to some secret punishment, such as putting me in chains for the sake of retaining his sovereignty. (10)
बन्धनाच्चावसादान्मे श्रेयः प्रायोपवेशनम्। अनुजानन्तु मां सर्वे गृहं गच्छन्तु वानराः॥ ११॥
Meaning
“Fasting till death is preferable in my eyes to confinement and frustration caused by it. Hence let all the monkeys present here bid adieu to me and return home.(11)
अहं वः प्रतिजानामि न गमिष्याम्यहं पुरीम्। इहैव प्रायमासिष्ये श्रेयो मरणमेव मे॥ १२॥
Meaning
“I solemnly declare to you that I will not return to the capital (Kiṣkindhā) but will observe a fast till death at this very place. Death is certainly best for me. (12)
अभिवादनपूर्वं तु राजा कुशलमेव च। अभिवादनपूर्वं तु राघवौ बलशालिनौ॥ १३॥
Meaning
“After salutation, of course, the king (Sugrīva) should be apprised of my welfare only and even so the two mighty scions of Raghu too should be apprised of my welfare after salutation. (13)
वाच्यस्तातो यवीयान् मे सुग्रीवो वानरेश्वरः। आरोग्यपूर्वं कुशलं वाच्या माता रुमा च मे॥ १४॥
Meaning
“My younger father, Sugrīva, the lord of monkeys, as well as my younger mother, Rumā, should be told of my welfare after apprising them of my health. (14)
मातरं चैव मे तारामाश्वासयितुमर्हथ। प्रकृत्या प्रियपुत्रा सा सानुक्रोशा तपस्विनी॥ १५॥
Meaning
“You ought to console my real mother Tārā too. The poor lady is by her very nature fond of her son (myself) and full of compassion. (15)
विनष्टमिह मां श्रुत्वा व्यक्तं हास्यति जीवितम्। एतावदुक्त्वा वचनं वृद्धांस्तानभिवाद्य च॥ १६॥ विवेश चाङ्गदो भूमौ रुदन् दर्भेषु दुर्मनाः। तस्य संविशतस्तत्र रुदन्तो वानरर्षभाः॥ १७॥ नयनेभ्यः प्रमुमुचुरुष्णं वै वारि दुःखिताः। सुग्रीवं चैव निन्दन्तः प्रशंसन्तश्च वालिनम्॥ १८॥ परिवार्याङ्गदं सर्वे व्यवसन् प्रायमासितुम्। तद् वाक्यं वालिपुत्रस्य विज्ञाय प्लवगर्षभाः॥ १९॥ उपस्पृश्योदकं सर्वे प्राङ्मुखाः समुपाविशन्। दक्षिणाग्रेषु दर्भेषु उदक्तीरं समाश्रिताः॥ २०॥
Meaning
“She will evidently give up the ghost on hearing of my being dead.” Saying this much and greeting the aforesaid elderly monkeys, Aṅgada sank down weeping on the ground on blades of the sacred Kuśa grass, his countenance woe begone. As he sat down there, the foremost of monkeys shed burning tears profusely from their eyes, sobbing at the same time in distress. Denouncing Sugrīva and also praising Vālī and surrounding Aṅgada, all resolved to starve themselves to death. Reflecting on the aforesaid utterance of Aṅgada (the son of Vālī) and sipping water in order to consecrate themselves, all the leaders of monkeys sat down comfortably, their faces turned towards the east, on blades of the sacred Kuśa grass with their ends pointing towards the south, taking up their position on the northern shore of the Indian Ocean. (16—20)
मुमूर्षवो हरिश्रेष्ठा एतत् क्षममिति स्म ह। रामस्य वनवासं च क्षयं दशरथस्य च॥ २१॥ जनस्थानवधं चैव वधं चैव जटायुषः। हरणं चैव वैदेह्या वालिनश्च वधं तथा। रामकोपं च वदतां हरीणां भयमागतम्॥ २२॥
Meaning
Those jewels among the monkeys, willing as they were to die, thought, they say, that the aforesaid was the course desirable for them. As the monkeys were talking of Śrī Rāma’s exile and also of Daśaratha’s death, nay, also of the carnage in Janasthāna as well as of the abduction of Sītā (a princess of the territory of Videha) as also of the slaying of Jaṭāyu and even so of the killing of Vālī and then of the wrath of Śrī Rāma, another danger stared them in the face. (21-22)
स संविशद्भिर्बहुभिर्महीधरो महाद्रिकूटप्रतिमैः प्लवंगमैः। बभूव संनादितनिर्दरान्तरो भृशं नदद्भिर्जलदैरिवाम्बरम्॥ २३॥
Meaning
With those numerous monkeys, who themselves resembled the peaks of huge mountains, sitting down and roaring in dismay, the aforesaid mountain found the interior of its caves resonant and presented the appearance of the sky resounding with the sound of thundering clouds. (23)
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