Doha 82b
भ्रमत मोहि ब्रह्मांड अनेका। बीते मनहुँ कल्प सत एका॥ फिरत फिरत निज आश्रम आयउँ। तहँ पुनि रहि कछु काल गवाँयउँ॥१॥
निज प्रभु जन्म अवध सुनि पायउँ। निर्भर प्रेम हरषि उठि धायउँ॥ देखउँ जन्म महोत्सव जाई। जेहि बिधि प्रथम कहा मैं गाई॥२॥
राम उदर देखेउँ जग नाना। देखत बनइ न जाइ बखाना॥ तहँ पुनि देखेउँ राम सुजाना। माया पति कृपाल भगवाना॥३॥
करउँ बिचार बहोरि बहोरी। मोह कलिल ब्यापित मति मोरी॥ उभय घरी महँ मैं सब देखा। भयउँ भ्रमित मन मोह बिसेषा॥४॥
Meaning
“It seemed as if a hundred cycles had been spent in my wanderings through the many universes. At last after all my travels I came to my own hermitage and stayed there for some time. (1) “Meanwhile, as I happened to hear of my lord’s birth at Ayodhyā, I started up and ran in an overwhelming ecstasy of love and went and witnessed the grand festival of His birth, as I have already told you at length. (2) “(It need hardly be said that all this happened inside the belly of my lord.) Thus in the belly of Śrī Rāma I beheld a number of universes. But what I saw could only be seen with one’s eyes: it was all beyond description. There again I beheld the divine Śrī Rāma, the gracious and all-wise Lord of Māyā. (3) “I pondered again and again. But my understanding was obscured by the mists of delusion. In less than an hour I had seen everything. My soul being utterly bewildered, I was lost in a maze. (4)
देखि कृपाल बिकल मोहि बिहँसे तब रघुबीर। बिहँसतहीं मुख बाहेर आयउँ सुनु मतिधीर॥८२(क)॥
सोइ लरिकाई मो सन करन लगे पुनि राम। कोटि भाँति समुझावउँ मनु न लहइ बिश्राम॥८२(ख)॥
Meaning
“Seeing my distress the gracious Śrī Raghuvīra laughed; and mark me, O Garuḍa of resolute mind! the moment He laughed, I came out of His mouth. (82 A) “Śrī Rāma again began the same childlike pranks with me. I reasoned with myself in every way I could; but my mind knew no peace. (82 B)
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