Ayodhya Kanda, Sarga 29
एतत् तु वचनं श्रुत्वा सीता रामस्य दुःखिता। प्रसक्ताश्रुमुखी मन्दमिदं वचनमब्रवीत्॥ १॥
Meaning
Distressed to hear this plea of Śrī Rāma, Sītā, for her part, who was deeply attached to the latter, gently spoke as follows, her face wet with tears : (1)
ये त्वया कीर्तिता दोषा वने वस्तव्यतां प्रति। गुणानित्येव तान् विद्धि तव स्नेहपुरस्कृता॥ २॥
Meaning
“The disadvantages that have been enumerated by you as accruing from an abode in the forest, know them to be so many blessings in disguise in view of the fact that I am foremost in your affections. (2)
मृगाः सिंहा गजाश्चैव शार्दूलाः शरभास्तथा। चमराः सृमराश्चैव ये चान्ये वनचारिणः॥ ३॥ अदृष्टपूर्वरूपत्वात् सर्वे ते तव राघव। रूपं दृष्ट्वापसर्पेयुस्तव सर्वे हि बिभ्यति॥ ४॥
Meaning
“Antelopes, lions and even so elephants, tigers and Śarabhas (a legendary animal with eight legs and said to be more powerful even than the lion), yaks as well as Gayals and many other beasts that roam about in the forest are all sure to run away on seeing your countenance since they have never seen your face before and because all are afraid of you. (3-4)
त्वया च सह गन्तव्यं मया गुरुजनाज्ञया। त्वद्वियोगेन मे राम त्यक्तव्यमिह जीवितम्॥ ५॥
Meaning
“In pursuance of the orders of your parents, I too must accompany you to the forest inasmuch as I am your counterpart* and cannot live apart from you. Nay, life in this world must be cast away by me in the event of separation from you, O Rāma ! (5)
नहि मां त्वत्समीपस्थामपि शक्रोऽपि राघव। सुराणामीश्वरः शक्तः प्रधर्षयितुमोजसा॥ ६॥
Meaning
“In fact, not even Indra, the ruler of gods, is capable of overpowering me by his might so long as I am by your side. (6)
पतिहीना तु या नारी न सा शक्ष्यति जीवितुम्। काममेवंविधं राम त्वया मम निदर्शितम्॥ ७॥
Meaning
“Such a thing has been amply brought home to me by you, O Rāma, that a devoted wife who stands disunited from her husband would not be able to survive. (7)
अथापि च महाप्राज्ञ ब्राह्मणानां मया श्रुतम्। पुरा पितृगृहे सत्यं वस्तव्यं किल मे वने॥ ८॥
Meaning
“Moreover, in the days gone by while living at my father’s, O highly enlightened prince, the prophecy—which must come out true—was heard by me from the mouth of Brāhmaṇas well-versed in astrology that I must dwell in the forest. (8)
लक्षणिभ्यो द्विजातिभ्यः श्रुत्वाहं वचनं गृहे। वनवासकृतोत्साहा नित्यमेव महाबल॥ ९॥
Meaning
“Having heard the prophecy at my parents’ home from Brāhmaṇas, able to interpret marks on the body, I have ever cherished a longing for forest life, O highly powerful prince ! (9)
आदेशो वनवासस्य प्राप्तव्यः स मया किल। सा त्वया सह भर्त्राहं यास्यामि प्रिय नान्यथा॥ १०॥
Meaning
“The truth of that prediction about forest life must be realized by me. I must accordingly accompany you, my Lord, O darling; it cannot be otherwise. (10)
कृतादेशा भविष्यामि गमिष्यामि त्वया सह। कालश्चायं समुत्पन्नः सत्यवान् भवतु द्विजः॥ ११॥
Meaning
“I am sure I shall be permitted by you to follow you and shall eventually accompany you. Nay, the time for the fulfilment of the prophecy has now arrived. Let the utterance of the Brāhmaṇas prove true. (11)
वनवासे हि जानामि दुःखानि बहुधा किल। प्राप्यन्ते नियतं वीर पुरुषैरकृतात्मभिः॥ १२॥
Meaning
“I certainly know there are sufferings of various kinds in the forest. They are, however, invariably experienced by men of unsubdued mind alone, O heroic prince ! (12)
कन्यया च पितुर्गेहे वनवासः श्रुतो मया। भिक्षिण्याः शमवृत्ताया मम मातुरिहाग्रतः॥ १३॥ प्रसादितश्च वै पूर्वं त्वं मे बहुतिथं प्रभो। गमनं वनवासस्य कांक्षितं हि सह त्वया॥ १४॥
Meaning
“While I was still unmarried, the prediction about my dwelling in the forest was heard by me in my father’s house from the mouth of a hermitess, spending her life in quietism, in the presence of my mother. Here too, my lord, you have been actually asked on many an occasion in the past the favour of taking me to the forest and spending some time there. Indeed a journey with a view to spending some time in the forest with you is longed for by me. (13-14)
कृतक्षणाहं भद्रं ते गमनं प्रति राघव। वनवासस्य शूरस्य मम चर्या हि रोचते॥ १५॥
Meaning
“I am feeling jubilant over the prospect of my departure for the forest. May all be well with you, O scion of Raghu ! Service to you,a heroic prince, dwelling in the forest is surely delightful to me. (15)
शुद्धात्मन् प्रेमभावाद्धि भविष्यामि विकल्मषा। भर्तारमनुगच्छन्ती भर्ता हि परदैवतम्॥ १६॥
Meaning
“Following my husband to the forest with loving devotion I shall surely be absolved from all guilt, O pure-minded prince; for the husband is the supreme deity for a wife. (16)
प्रेत्यभावे हि कल्याणः संगमो मे सदा त्वया। श्रुतिर्हि श्रूयते पुण्या ब्राह्मणानां यशस्विनाम्॥ १७॥ इहलोके च पितृभिर्या स्त्री यस्य महाबल। अद्भिर्दत्ता स्वधर्मेण प्रेत्यभावेऽपि तस्य सा॥ १८॥
Meaning
“On my remaining united with you even in the forest, my union with you will continue forever and will be a source of blessedness to us both even hereafter. On this subject, O highly powerful prince, is heard from the lips of celebrated Brāhmaṇas the following holy Śruti text : ‘Even in the other world a woman continues to be the wife of that very man to whom she was given away in this world by her parents with water in their hands to solemnize the gift according to the moral code binding on them.’ (17-18)
एवमस्मात् स्वकां नारीं सुवृत्तां हि पतिव्रताम्। नाभिरोचयसे नेतुं त्वं मां केनेह हेतुना॥ १९॥
Meaning
“Such being the case, for what reason on earth do you not agree to take me, your own wife, actually so devoted to her husband and of such good character, from this city? (19)
भक्तां पतिव्रतां दीनां मां समां सुखदुःखयोः। नेतुमर्हसि काकुत्स्थ समानसुखदुःखिनीम्॥ २०॥
Meaning
“You ought, therefore, to take me, so devoted and faithful to my husband (yourself), miserable for fear of separation, alike to pleasure and pain and sharing your joys and sorrows, O scion of Kākutstha ! (20)
यदि मां दुःखितामेवं वनं नेतुं न चेच्छसि। विषमग्निं जलं वाहमास्थास्ये मृत्युकारणात्॥ २१॥
Meaning
“If you do not feel inclined at all to take me, afflicted as I am as shown above, to the forest, I shall resort to poison, fire or water to hasten my end.” (21)
एवं बहुविधं तं सा याचते गमनं प्रति। नानुमेने महाबाहुस्तां नेतुं विजनं वनम्॥ २२॥
Meaning
In this way Sītā entreated him in many ways to let her accompany him. Nevertheless Śrī Rāma, the mighty-armed prince, did not consent to take her to the forest, which was destitute of friends. (22)
एवमुक्ता तु सा चिन्तां मैथिली समुपागता। स्नापयन्तीव गामुष्णैरश्रुभिर्नयनच्युतैः॥ २३॥
Meaning
Discouraged thus, the celebrated Sītā, the princess of Mithilā, for her part, fell a prey to anxiety, moistening the earth as it were with burning tears dropped from her eyes. (23)
चिन्तयन्तीं तदा तां तु निवर्तयितुमात्मवान्। क्रोधाविष्टां तु वैदेहीं काकुत्स्थो बह्वसान्त्वयत्॥ २४॥
Meaning
In order, however, to divert her from her resolve, the self-possessed Śrī Rāma, a scion of Kakutstha, for his part then pacified in many ways the said princess of the Videha kingdom, who was overwhelmed with indignation roused by love and fell abrooding. (24)
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