Doha 183
आन उपाउ मोहि नहिं सूझा। को जिय कै रघुबर बिनु बूझा॥ एकहिं आँक इहइ मन माहीं। प्रातकाल चलिहउँ प्रभु पाहीं॥१॥
जद्यपि मैं अनभल अपराधी। भै मोहि कारन सकल उपाधी॥ तदपि सरन सनमुख मोहि देखी। छमि सब करिहहिं कृपा बिसेषी॥२॥
सील सकुच सुठि सरल सुभाऊ। कृपा सनेह सदन रघुराऊ॥ अरिहुक अनभल कीन्ह न रामा। मैं सिसु सेवक जद्यपि बामा॥३॥
तुम्ह पै पाँच मोर भल मानी। आयसु आसिष देहु सुबानी॥ जेहिं सुनि बिनय मोहि जनु जानी। आवहिं बहुरि रामु रजधानी॥४॥
Meaning
“I find no other remedy. Who else than Śrī Raghunātha can know what passes in my heart? There is only one resolve in my mind; at daybreak I must proceed to meet the Lord. (1) “Even though I am a vile offender and am at the root of all this calamity, yet when the Lord finds me before him in a suppliant mien, he will forgive all my faults and shower his special grace on me. (2) “Śrī Raghunātha is an embodiment of amiability, bashfulness, deeply sincere and guileless, compassionate and lovable. Śrī Rāma has never harmed even an enemy, to say nothing of me, a mere child and his servant too, though crooked. (3) “Therefore, do allow me, all of you, to depart and bless me in an auspicious strain knowing it to be for my good, so that on hearing my supplication and recognizing me as his servant, Śrī Rāma may return to the capital. (4)
जद्यपि जनमु कुमातु तें मैं सठु सदा सदोस। आपन जानि न त्यागिहहिं मोहि रघुबीर भरोस॥१८३॥
Meaning
“Though I am born of a wicked mother and am myself a rogue and ever guilty, I am confident that Śrī Rāma will never forsake me knowing me as his own.” (183)
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